A little story about my love life. [Part two]

I think it's obvious that I like them, because, I dont know, my bitchy side just show it's true colours around them. Yes. Embarrassing, I know. I wish I can erase that or kill myself. v.v

I dont think Mr. R really knows about my crush on him,because he's not my teacher. (he doesnt teach any subject in my class) But on the other side, Mr. K. I think he knows. v.v Kill myself please,because he looks like he really hates me now. REALLY.

*sigh* and then,I got to know that they're both are getting married. Err,not with each other (though thats what I wish,since I am a fujoshi for this couple,I mean they live under the same roof and they're so freakin cute, like shounen-ai mangas in the internet~ \(^O^)/ ) but with some women I dont know. I was really sad when I get to know this, but no one noticed about how sad I am. Uhh... no I didnt cry, I just kept quiet. But no matter how sad I am, marriage is a good thing,so I need to be happy for them. v.v

So thats how my love life ends, I didnt confess or anything. I mean,no, why would I? They would freakout and think Im some girlish bitch or something. AND I NEED TO STOP EMBARRASSING MYSELF. (/ ____ \)

Ahh,but there's something good. (not really,but at least to me it is) I once dream about this Chinese guy,he have black long messy-neat haircut, and blue eyes. Like... let's just say he looks like male!BRS but with glasses. Black-framed hipster glasses. Yes. But a little lot more little in size than mine.

He's really head over heals over me, in that dream I was talking to Mr.K (but gets ignored as a result v.v) so when Im standing to go away from Mr.K , I see that Chinese boy standing about one feet away from me and looking shy (if blushing exists in real life,I guess thats the thing) as if wanting to tell me something. But of course I know he was going to confess to me,so I smiled (but he didnt see the smile haha) and walk away like I didnt know he was there. This resulting on him shocked and running after me, and....

......my dream stops. Yep. Just like that. Sad,I know T ^ T But ever since that dream,I cant forget about him. So right now Im still searching for him,because he is my type btw. And who knows maybe one day I can meet him? You never know.

Oh and my cousin did say he have a dream similar like this too, and he said it's been twice he dreamt about the same girl. I wish he can find that girl too \(^ O ^)/ Let's work harrrrrd!!!

So I guess thats it about my life. Im moving forward,Im still trying to forget my crush on my teachers and is now searching for that Chinese boy. But it doesnt really needs to be a Chinese,though.

Until then, best regards everyone~ \(^O^)/

p/s . : Under this are the pictures of male!BRS and some (Pixiv 2866938) Shio's illusts that looks almost the same like that Chinese boy. (Credits to their illustrators, not drawn by me!! )

Shio,y u draw so beautifuuu---?! And it looks just the same like that Chinese boy!! Look I ended up putting too much of your cool boys!! I LOVE YOUUUUUU *kisses and hugs to Shio*