Nostalgic

okayyyy so today is all about old days
let's see my old drawings ok
((ok ni kononnya macam reaction aa, "Raihan's Reacts to Old Drawings"))

ok this is me and kak mai,

mint colour is me

pink is kak mai sebab my theme colour ((ecehh)) is mint and hers is pink

she likes pink

ni sepatutnya macam quick doodle je camtu, maklumlah pemalas

i remember i did it at night, time tu just got back from hostel,

yeah

"Nakama" sebab we are fujoshi sisters ★

yang ini oc zaman dulu-dulu

from left : Yuuto Hans Kisagawa, cant remember the name.... yuuki??? yuuji?? ((EDIT : oh it's Yuuhei)) something Kisagawa, Aikane Lia Kisagawa

Yuuto tu sebenarnya utaite, tapi jadi oc 

((FACT : Yuuto utaite pertama yang dikenali))

Yuuhei tu oc baru, around last two years kot?? a'a lebih kurang aa

dia tu anak angkat Kisagawa Family

Aikane pulak sebenarnya firstly design untuk Kuroshitsuji(nanti i explain), tapi lepas tu decide nak jadikan kakak Yuuto

ok tu sedikit cerita tentang my old oc

sekarang dah tak pakai dah hahahaha dah abandon

kalau ada yang nak adopt pun ok juga ni

ni mesti colour pakai brush dalam satu layer

Nate-channnnn!!

this one is kak mai's oc (dah pernah post en? ada)

ni dah lama sangat ni

time tu lukis dekat my mum's office

((bawak wacom pergi office mak haa berani tak))

((lepastu dengan selambanya install sai))

((macam komputer bapak sendiri hahahaha))

Ikesama Life Game ver. Fang!

wow ok tak tipu dalam banyak-banyak lukisan pernah buat, yang ni paling puas hati

time ni Boboiboy famous dekat dA *gelak*

famous pun sebab ada Fang je kot, saya pasti hahahaha

dekat dA, ni first lukisan yang dapat comments over 50+ and favourites and downloads

baguslah ramai yang suka (cuak jugak kalau ada orang flame)

tapi takde la awesome mana kan

katakana dia susah nak baca, bg dia agak....

ok ni guna water banyak ni

lukis pun sebenarnya ikut hatsuko's original (not tracing)

paling satisfied, tapi still boleh improve aa

HAAA yang ini oc BBB

left is mine, right is kak mai's 

oc sendiri tak ingat nama, oc kak mai namanya Achille

both otoko ok

((srs dua-dua lelaki)) ((shota bois))

in the first place kitaorang lukis for Boboiboy OC Academy dekat dA

tapi tak pernah sempat nak fill-in borang dia hahahaha

OC NI PUN DAH TAK PAKAI

kak mai still pakai Achille kot, tak sure

design by G.Crest, Dreamselfy reference

haihai yang ni pun *agak* puas hati

random guy je, not oc btw

hmmm... tak silapnya ni last year kot

macam yaoi manga character pun ada ecehhhh

"Each Days" sebab macam everyday dia jumpa orang yang sama time nak balik rumah dia

and dia senyum(?) kat orang tu

(kan dah kata macam yaoi character hahaha)

I DONT REMEMBER DRAWING THIS ONE

wow what is that behind him

is that a pagar

and balloons

i did this one time first join tumblr dulu

August '13

first post on tumblr

that was supposed to be me gdi

this one paling latest

SURPRISE i draw this using ms paint

this is supposed to be Emil Steilsson (APH Iceland) but idk

seronok lukis guna ms paint (Y)

tak leceh

((*psst, try la drag, transparent tau!*))

WOAH alright that's it peoples!!!!!!

supposed to have more drawings than these, but idk where they have gone to

lantaklah

okay, well after this nak draw birthday gift for a senior (harap-harap sempat lah) 

and then fanfic keuw teuw

byes!!!!!

hok aloh ini keuw teuw

ahahahaha omg haiiiiiiiiiiiii

ok ni dah kenapa hahaha

well would you look at that, lama benor tak bukak blog. 
dan sekali lagi update blog (+ renovate, skin baru wooooo) disebabkan cousins.
(dulu abangnya, sekarang adik dia pulak yang membuatkan nak main blog)
takyah harap sangat aa, langsung tak janji akan update frequently (almaklumlah, dah ada twitter dan tumblr, apa class main blogger ni booo) (hek eleh tapi main jugak, bongek)
dan!!! wahh dah cakap melayu
selama ni blog nak omputih je, pshhhhh 
dah penat cakap english, lepas ni kita cakap rojak pulak ye!!!!!!!

WHAT'S NEW :

• sekarang dah mula minat SCANDAL!!!! ya allah lama bebenor baru nak terhegeh-hegeh minat SCANDAL ((minat scandal sebab rockkkk plus perangai diorang semua gila-gila bila offstage hahaha)) bias dalam SCANDAL are Haruna and Mami!!!! (✿ ♥‿♥)  

just look at them being sassy, just look

• takde nak jugak ship haruna dengan mami ((cehh padahal ship apa pun suka je))
• OH YE SHIP OOR x SCANDAL JUGAK sebab both rocks and sass!!!!!!!
• keuw teuw
• STILL BELUM TENGOK LAGI COLLAB PJ DENGAN DAN & PHIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NAK TENGOK NI NAK TENGOK NI
• haritu turun berat 1kg hehe
• ok pe turun berat walaupun 1kg ish
• just bought The Fault in Our Stars!!!!!!!!!!!! tak baca lagi haha

Ok tu je ah kot..... ((anisah dah tak sabar nak baca fanfic keuw teuw ni, kang tak sempat nak tulis hahahaha))

((From Keuw Teuw, with Love))

((tungguuuuuu))

Uhh... been awhile since I last updated!!

I've been so busy these days,going around finishing illusts and fics... well some requests I still havent done yet, and it's almost new year, so I really need to do them fast! ><

Mainly because, I'm going to a boarding school so far away from my house. I'm afraid that school wont have any internet connection, so it's highly possible I'm not gonna online next year! Gahhh!!

And, my sister said she wants to reformat this laptop TT^TT This lappy which contains my illusts?! My fics?! And all my anime fandom and songs?! She's gonna reformat it all?! Gahhh!! Whyyy sis whyyyyyyy ; ^ ;

At least leave me some memories after Im back from school ; ^ ; And she also said to 'put my things in the internet'.... ewahhh banyak cantik dia... (okay sorry that was malay)

Anyway, yesterday I was reading  APH Iceland's fics and then there's this writer at FF who wrote NorIce fic but use HongIce pic as a profile pic. I mean, dont get me wrong, I dont really hate NorIce, but Im a massive HongIce fan so Im all like, 'wtf? NorIce fic but HongIce picture?'

And I clicked her profile and turns out she's a fan of both fandom which is okay to me. (everyone has preference anyway) And she has a HongIce blog!! *insertrandomfangirlyayhere*

She posts pics of HongIce (ofc) from Pixiv artists, and some of them are really awesome Im gonna share it here.

Here's the link to the blog! Check it out if you like to = http://fshongice.tumblr.com/

Already got my tablet as promised and already started drawing!

Yayyyyyy so as promised I finally got my tablet last Friday~ So today Im at Kak Mai's house,brought my lappy and tably with me and installed (for the first time) the tablet with the help of my helpful fujoshi assistant. (yes we the fujoshi sisters, MaiRai)

Very soon after the installation, we tested some programs and after dinner straight starts to do collaboration illust. The illustration is based on O.MOO.NAA (oh-mou-nah) main characters,and that also includes us MaiRai sisters. Since her character Nate is on my side (since the only main reporter of this group on my side is only Sora),turns out I need to draw Nate and Sora as chibis. And as for her, she'll draw May and Zack on chibi ,both are hers'.

We've only finished the sketching and linearts,she slept before we can even start colouring. I've only coloured Rai's hair, but I dont think it looks nice, so I decided to wait for Kak Mai to say anything tomorrow. (and yes,I did coloured without her knowing.Only the hair though) Btw,all her characters' outfit design is designed by me, and Sora is wearing Kak Mai's design. Rai had to change design, I dont know why, but I just,,, dont feel like drawing the original design.

Once she slept, I started wanna draw something else than sticking on this collaboration, so I started sketching a HongIce picture. The theme is "Happiness", but I sketched Hong Kong holding a rose bouquet and Iceland holding balloons. I have no idea how roses and balloons describes happiness. Of course,the items are meant for the other person. (Hk to Ice and vice versa)

I cant wait to look on how these illusts will look out like, so here's a little screenshot of them.

O,MOO.NAA collaboration between me and Kak Mai screenshot!! It's not full, but if you look to the right... And Omoonaa is a group where only me and Kak Mai gathers and talk about our obssesion. ( = yaoi,if you havent figured it out yet)

HongIce "Happiness" screenshot!! But only the head though. And yes, I tried to write the Icelandic and Cantonese of Happiness, but I dont know if it's right or not,Google Translate is not a very reliable source.

Tsuritamaaaaaa!!

I've just watched an anime named Tsuritama~

I really like it~ It's about an alien that decided to stay at this nervous guy's new house. Then they became friends! It's really cute, since Haru (the alien) is all cherry and jumpy all around and Yuki (the nervous doki-doki guy) is trying to get away from this alien. (but eventually fails anyway)

Ohh,and there's also this hot messy-haired guy who is an expert on fishing named Natsuki,and an Indian guy who are following and scared the hell out of Haru named Akira. Noticed the seasonal names? I noticed that not awhile after I watched the series. (Haru = Spring, Yuki = snow,but has something to do with Winter, Akira = Aki is for falling leaves(?),which have something to do with Autumn, Natsuki = Summer)

Haru's little sister Koko forced Yuki to catch some big fish (whatever fish it is I dont know) so that both her and Haru can go back to their planet,but the problem is Yuki has no idea on fishing. He then met Natsuki,his classmate. Natsuki is an expert on fishing (which I have just stated above), but at first he refuse on teaching them. After some time, he agrees on teaching them, and eventually opens up more to both Yuki and Haru,becoming their friends. They hang out more after that together.

And then, there's Akira and his pet duck Tapioca (yes,pet duck)popped out of nowhere. His real intention = to investigate what alien Haru is doing on Earth. He doesnt really talk much so they dont know what he's thinking. Plus, Haru is afraid of him! Maybe because of his duck since I think Haru is a fish-alien type. Unfortunately for Haru, Akira is in the same class as them. (eventhough he is 25)

Did I mention about the cheerful colouring of this series?The colour is so cute! Its colour is the one that lifts your spirit and happiness up, one that will make you smile. Especially Haru, he likes to wear ridiculous clothings. (Maybe because the fact that he is an alien,so he doesnt have a stylish sense) At least it did to me.

What's more.... aside the fact that it has unique opening song, and a heartwarming friendship drama, I guess thats all to it. If you have some spare time to spend on anime, and your anime list runs out of anime,I suggest you watch Tsuritama. This I will fave!

Until then, best regards everybodiiii~

In regards of my last post....

Well, forget that I didnt cry.

I did.

But not that much, just a few teardrops out of my eyelids.

So I was watching a short cut film of "Pooh's Grand Adventure : The Search for Christopher Robin" and it is the cut on where Christopher said "You're braver than you believe,stronger than you seem and smarter than you think."

And then bam!! I cried. I really just did. And then he said "...But the most important thing is,even if we're apart,...I'll always be with you."

Uwaaaaa... I cried more at that part and I still am... akdjksldadjfa

I think I should post the link here, because you just need to see for yourself.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=9tRepZdoRmY

**warning, the end of a timeless friendship

Watching old cartoon films, and yes, I like it very much.

I am watching "The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh" Walt Disney (1997) and I really love it.

Honestly,eventhough the quality is bad (which makes sense anyway, who would expect more from a year 1997 movie?) but I still think it's cute and adorable. I get the amount of joy when Im watching this,not less but maybe more than when I was still a kid.

My little,small crush on the cartoon character Christopher Robin of this film/series still remains from when I was a child (surprise,surprise).I forgotten that I have a crush on him (it was yearssss ago xD) but when I watched him again, I do know that he's still my favourite.

I learned the fact that Christopher is going to leave the stuffed animals for his boarding school, which makes me really sad. Because, not that he will only have less screen time, but imagine a lonely bear waiting for his owner to come back from school but even after years he wont come back. And what if he forgotten them? He will, of course,turn into an adult, and eventually leave all the toys and face a challenging life.

It really make me sad. Again, if my manly side didnt being a strong and tough guy,I would cry buckets.

Now that I think of it, Pooh and all his friends are imaginary,right? Which means,Christopher Robin is a very lonely boy that he starts to imagine his own world. Who knows, maybe he didnt jump into the story book or forest that Pooh and his friends living in, but instead just create an alternate him in that book? And he imagines all the story plot, by adding himself in the scene? Locked himself in his own imaginary world? You would never know.

I thought of something like that because sometimes,I am almost just like what I have stated. But I still havent encounter a story book thats interesting enough to add myself and imagine all the story plot + me in the scene,since I only read comics and novel which is just a so-so to me. And btw, I am almost around the same age like Christopher Robin,so I would understand him.

Wow, after I watched it again now,I start to feel in more into the story, when I was a child I was all happy no matter what happens,sad or not. And even a question is created : "Actually who is the lonely one,Christopher or Pooh?"  Maybe both,but that will be more sadder. Sadder than ever.

Whatever it is, Christopher Robin is, if not more,a wise boy. He is one of the bravest cartoon character I've ever met, the most creative and aside from being a good owner to the stuffed animals. I was reading the Disney wiki article on him, and it says there, he's cute and handsome. Hahahaha,yes yes I admit that very much (>////<)

And I love his words to Pooh :

" You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem,and smarter than you think. "

See? I told you he's a wise boy. I mean,who thought of a quote like that? I wouldnt. And that will also be my motivation. (I will act like he said that to me,hohohoho) Geez, Im learning too much from fictional characters.

Here's some pictures to remember the wise handsome boy!

This is a mural at a wall, at a school I think? ^^;; Just having a guess haha.

; ______ ; This really made me feel all emotional and cant stop asking "why?!" in my head.

Look,the wise boy had started to talk. Hehe (I'm praising him too much, I cant help it >//<)

An art of him by a Deviantart artist! He looks handsome as he is!!

Throwing stones. Not good Christopher,not good Christopher. 

My most favourite picture of him! I dont know why but he looks so handsome over here, and look at his placed hand besides him on the log. It's like he is offering me to sit besides him! >////< omoooo my imaginations hahaha

I ended up putting too many pictures of him,forgive me hahahaha